Change

I awoke suddenly with fright. There was a tension inside of me that I didn’t know why. I don’t like being nervous, especially if I don’t know why. It makes me think of things I don’t want and it messes up my feelings even more.

My muscles ached as I tried to sit up in my bed. I got up tired and went to the bathroom. My thoughts continued to bother me, my head was throbbing. While walking, I felt a strangeness in myself when I brought my hand to my face and rubbed my face. It was as if I was touching someone else’s face as I ran my hand over my face. When I reached the bathroom, I looked in the mirror and what I saw wasn’t me. I couldn’t understand what was happening, I touched my face with my hands, then I washed my face and rubbed my eyes and looked in the mirror again and again. It wasn’t me, and I’ve never been so scared in my life. Have I entered into another body? Or did I have a face-replacement surgery that I don’t remember at all? What happened to me? All those thoughts in my head, all the things I feared to happen, all my nervousness disappeared and was replaced by pure fear. I couldn’t breathe so I walked towards the balcony, opened the window.

I still couldn’t understand anything. How is it possible, what will happen next? I started hitting my face hard, I couldn’t believe it was real. While I was beating myself up, someone touched me from behind. When I turned to him he hit me on the head with a stick and threw me out the window when I was stunned. My fall was happening slowly, like a long movie scene. As soon as I hit the floor, I fell out of bed and actually woke up. At that moment, I realized that my mind was playing a trick on me. It was all a dream, a nightmare. I don’t remember ever being so scared in my life and everything was so real that it made me very uncomfortable. I got up from the floor and went to the bathroom and checked myself. Fortunately, I was the same me, there was no problem. While watching my handsomeness in the mirror, my heart rate was slowly dropping and it was starting to go back to its old self. Now I have to go and tell this to the people at school. We’ll have so much fun…

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