And here came the moment when, as usual, the exam results were to be announced. I wasn’t a successful student, it made me feel bad. I can’t make my family proud, I’m oppressed by those around me, and so on. things were starting to affect my psychology now, too. I wasn’t a person who liked studying. It always bothered me to sit in one place for hours and focus on one place and also to tire my head out. Even though I was doing well by this time, of course, my life would slip if it went this way. I didn’t have much hope of making it anymore. I was pulling myself back from everything. I couldn’t resist any innovations, I was shutting myself in. Even though it was still small and difficult because I was in high school, he thought I had a chance to fix a part deep inside me. What about passion?
There were people around me who were both successful and interested in the october branch. And I’m a girl who can’t do anything. I had to find my passion too. I had to set myself a goal. There was no more running away from everything, I was going to try new things and improve myself. He could have helped me make this decision, which I had just started trying out of school. I began to research. I tried as much as I could. I started repeating my lessons. I thought I should take up a hobby with you. I’ve been trying and trying, but I haven’t tried anything else. I decided to choose the one that I enjoy the most. Gradually I began to understand the points of view of those who were pursuing his passion. I tried to be one of the people who never lost their motivation, who could always get all kinds of gas, not to lose hope . After all the trouble I’ve been through, I realized that what I need to do is not to close myself up and look for an opportunity, I need to create an opportunity.
I had always cared a lot about what people around me thought about me, I restricted my movements. In the meantime, I had the opportunity to observe the outside a lot. There are some people who, when we look at them, feel that they can change the world with energy and positivity, even if they are with you, it can make your day. As I continued to make my own way and improve myself, one of those exam days had already come. Now I was waiting for my exam results. When I learned my grade with impatience, I finally realized that I had succeeded. Even though I went through all these difficulties, I finally succeeded. If someone had told me something like this was going to happen, I would have said it was impossible. It was a memorable moment for me. In this way, I have shown them that you can set an example for people like me and succeed in them. Even though my family was always there for me, I was most proud of myself. This is how I realized that there is nothing that makes a person as happy as his own achievements. Anyone can achieve this, they lock themselves in their cages.