One day, everything ends, but the traces of unspoken words remain. I always want to say what I’m thinking to those people, but I can’t. They always see me as a strong person.
They’ve called me ugly, said bad things about me, and questioned why I even speak. It’s exhausting. But I can’t say anything back because I’m supposed to be strong. I tell myself I can handle it all on my own.
They say, “It’s just a joke.” But sometimes, it’s not. We seem strong, we don’t say anything about the problems, we just bury them deep inside. And then, one day, everything you’ve been holding in hits you all at once.
You cry over little things. You’re always upset. That’s when you finally understand why you’ve been feeling this way, but it’s too late to change it. You’ve spent so much time pretending to be happy, pretending to be strong. Everyone thinks your life is perfect, a 10/10. But things aren’t always what they seem.
You shouldn’t be fooled by appearances. Sometimes, we only talk to ourselves, but that’s not enough for a person who deserves to feel loved and blessed.
People think that making comments about someone’s physical or personal appearance is funny. But because of those comments, you start asking yourself, “Am I really that ugly?” No, you’re not. But when someone says something hurtful, it makes you wonder, right?
Like I said, one day, everything ends, but the traces of unspoken words remain. Don’t let it stay bottled up. Don’t do this to yourself.